One of the reasons I came to Elite Trader was to look for affirmation that someone can be profitable from trading. What I found out was that everyone struggles at times, but that the seasoned traders who know how to deal with the emotional downdraw that trading can present will eventually recover.
Then I noticed a lot of people outright lieing. It is easy to tell when someone is lieing because generally if the claim is grandiose, they are probably full of shit. "Where there is smoke, there is fire."
So, yes, I guess you could say insecurity led me to try and blow sunshine up my own ass by reaffirming the fact that others can make huge money in the markets.
Then I realized that it doesn't matter what other people do, it only matters what I do -- so that is where I am now. I am programming my own trading program, working on my system and trying to get my emotions ready for when I start trading.
What someone else makes has no direct effect on me because I'll either view that as a goal or determinate to my own system and that is retarded.
It seems like a lot of people are chasing the tails of bigger dogs hoping to have some form of inspiration come down upon them, when in effect the only thing they'll wind up doing is stepping through a lot of shit.
So screw everyone else, do your own thing and be your own leader.