aloha mate i know that i have to take extreme risks when trading.
Its not cos i get some sorta pleasure out of this, its simly cos when you have to earn to survive you simply have to do whatever it takes.
Im not 'blowing up' though as many people on t2w are trying to make it sound like.
Just because i dont lie and pretend about my trading profits (like a few people who im not gna name as im not into bitch fight lol),
doesnt mean im not making money and instead 'blowing up'.
I ended december up just over £7,500, after have 2 very unlucky last 2days (when i made the 1 trade through wrong account and os missed the 1.5k, and then when that opec cut gave the misleading ehadline n i rejected over 1k).
So i ended month with 7.5k not 11k+.
Over new years eve i made £1,485.
Last week while i did swing between profits and losses when i got cautious and took losses on what turned out to be extremely nice trades, i still ended the week break even.
This week ive been very cautious again and so am down about 2k cos i took a big at the lows of yesterday morning, and thentoday only ended with the £166.
K i could have made more, but ive learnt enough to know that theres no point in thinking about what i could have done if thing had been different, and just get on with it.
Even after all those losses over the last 2weeks im still holding over £5,500 profit overall from december, so if i spilt that into these 2months i have £2,750profit per each of these months from a starting capital at begging of december of just 4k.
So im not ''blowing up'' anything like that, im simply 1 of the people who actually is honest about my trading and goes out of my way to admit my loses!!
I now do understand what dante meant when he said that i shouldnt put so much effort into trading forums n my journal!!
Since every single day im the 1 who has come on here and posted all the charts and posts actually telling people what the key levels are going to be that day that they should watc as the market is gna react at them!!
regardless of if i got in at the best time of those entries and if i took risk and held the trades for a longtime or took losses,
EVERY SINGLE ONE of those levels that i have given every day since i started giving them has been accurate and a key level that the market reacts at!
And while when i do good there are the people who do celebrate with me and always appreciate and thank me for going out of my way to provide everyone this info everyday,
the days when i get into trades too early and when i take losses due to caution there are always then so many people waiting to then come out of the walls and critise me and try again to make me sound like im some newbie fool.
Yet as soon as i start doing good again and making loads these people just vanish away for abit and wait until i start having bad day before re-appearing again.
And the most saddening thing is that these people NEVER EVER EVER, NOT EVEN ONCE actually post their live calls in advance or come on here and tell other people what are the key levels to watch,
so they dont give any pyshical help to anyone at all.
I do understand the reasons why they dont,
since if you dont say anything outright on here then your not exposed to the public knowing if you get it wrong.
And the few people who dont actually trade anyhwere clsoe to the money that they claim they do, well if they started giving thier calls and stuff and then they were wrong they would have an extremely hard time with their claims.
Im not into argueing or bitch fights or name calling or any of that sorta nonsense though. lol
The few people who do actually appreciate all the charts, calls and analysis that i have given, (including me posting the details of my mistakes to try and help others learn form them and not make them too),
and who have always been supportive and appreciative to me and the thread,
you know who you are...
And the people who have instead just critised, and made up stuff about their own trading,
well you know who you are too.
(im not gna go into any names, or comment on if someone asks if im accusing them of it as this is the net so people can do whatever they want).
I am going to follow what dante said though and am going to not come on here for 1week to start with, and just focus on trading for myself and making money for myself during this week.
And then after this week i will see how im doing and if i find it easier to make money when its just me alone doing my job with no-one to answer to or judging however little or much i earn each day.
i honestly do hope that this thread does stay a place where everyone else can chat and socialise though.
