29 turning 30. 11 years of trading. First profiting year Journal 1

You older guys who have been married for a long time have no idea what's out there now.

These modern women have been conditioned through social media to believe that they are the prize. They don't even consider how they can be of benefit to the man because its all about their wants and needs. The current social and political environment normalizes their natural strategy to always assess if what they managed to lock down is good enough, and encourages them to always upgrade.

What you call a "wife who supports you" is simply a woman who makes the calculation that if I give this guy some of my attention, I should reap the benefits for my time by making sure my "cash cow" is in top working order. But the minute that she starts to think that her efforts might be better spent on someone new, its game over for you. Its no different than a trade that is going against you. At some point you have to realize you got the direction wrong and take the opposite side.

Lastly, a woman who says she will support her man is lying. If we mean financial support, well, we can throw that out the window immediately. For emotional support, no woman can support a man because she will look at him in disgust for not having the skills to solve his own problem. If your trading one day goes through a rough patch and you're down on yourself and unsure of your future, she will not think "how can I help my man", she will think "what's the fastest way to latch on to the next one".

Gentleman, most of us men aren't taught this, but the truth of the matter is that a woman can only provide you with 2 things. One is babies, and two is sex. Everything else you need, you have to find elsewhere. Maybe a bit of companionship can be thrown in there, but if you start to rely on her too much for the said companionship, now you're being seen as weak, and here starts the downward spiral.

You guys that are in relationships for decades didn't find the magical unicorn, you have a woman who at the time needed a man for survival and the resources to raise children. If you tried to repeat this in the current environment, you would be dead in the water since modern women no longer have to do what the previous generation of women had to.

damn bro, whoever she is, she must've fucked your life up. Must be pretty traumatic to have that outlook on women. I actually have a friend who thinks pretty much like you. In his early 30s, been dumped by few women in his life and now thinks all women are cunts (maybe more extreme than you). But my condolences bro, it'll be alright. There are GOOD women are there.
 
stop being so cynical. There are lots of good women out there and lots of bad ones.

A good woman will want you to succeed. Your success is her success. You should also want her to succeed because her success is your success.

your job is to find a good woman.

+1

You sound pretty bitter. The way you talk were I a decent woman - I'd have no interest in spending time with you anyway.

Higher quality women are only interested in higher quality guys. Invest your time in bettering yourself and stop looking at women as though they are a vagina with legs.

You might be surprised.
 
Its not a matter of being hurt. Its a matter of understanding female nature. You guys need a bit of red pill truth in your life. Go read The Rational Male by Rollo Tomassi as a starter.

 
a matter of understanding female nature
You guys need a bit of red pill truth in your life
Go read The Rational Male by Rollo
Books are written by egomaniacs who desire power, control and wealth and status.

I can honestly say, and recall, that I've learnt basically nothing, directly, from books.
All of my life's lessons, wisdoms, and successes were from personal experiences, observations, time and understanding. Not by some other guy's greed and agenda and mission and dictation and vanity.
 
8/27 +$48
Balance: $47,332
This week's earnings: $5,834

Oh my... so told myself I would trade smaller today. Instead of getting ready of 100 positions in MRNA, got 50 ready. MRNA started going sharply lower and being upward biased I am about MRNA right now because I believe it will go to 440, I went in. Goes down more. Went in 50 more. I was very careless and didn't think much of it because I thought this was going down too sharply and there must be a bounce. And of course MRNA is going to go higher... right? WRONG. Got crushed since the start of day and at one point was down $3200. And the market has just opened... O..M..G... what the hell happened to trading small. Well, I should have thought this out before shooting 50 shares after 50 shares. Tried to play MRNA but it wasn't moving the way I wanted. Was not giving that bounce. Saw an opportunity in NG (through KOLD chart) and went in NG. NG to save the day. Tried to play MRNA bounce play but omg it was just flat since mid of day today - the worst moves of a chart. KOLD was moving weird as well. Tried to scan other stocks but couldn't find opportunity in anything. Tried to hustle all day grinding and grinding. Eventually made back all the losses thanks to NG. BTW went small in NG.. thought to myself I should go bigger but didn't so don't give me too much bashing today. It was a stressful day. Can't believe I got it to positive before EOD.. I am so stressed out right now. And totally exhausted. Gosh... I could use a nap. I need a nap. I'm gonna nap.
BAC: +$40
NG: +$1,879
MRNA: -$1,871
SPRT hit $59.80 on Friday, you could crushed it!
 
okay guys thats some solid discussion about women. lets stop it now…

I was looking at sprt on friday. could not understand the chart so i didnt go in. and it is also not shortable in IB
 
8/27 +$48
Balance: $47,332
This week's earnings: $5,834

Oh my... so told myself I would trade smaller today. Instead of getting ready of 100 positions in MRNA, got 50 ready. MRNA started going sharply lower and being upward biased I am about MRNA right now because I believe it will go to 440, I went in. Goes down more. Went in 50 more. I was very careless and didn't think much of it because I thought this was going down too sharply and there must be a bounce. And of course MRNA is going to go higher... right? WRONG. Got crushed since the start of day and at one point was down $3200. And the market has just opened... O..M..G... what the hell happened to trading small. Well, I should have thought this out before shooting 50 shares after 50 shares. Tried to play MRNA but it wasn't moving the way I wanted. Was not giving that bounce. Saw an opportunity in NG (through KOLD chart) and went in NG. NG to save the day. Tried to play MRNA bounce play but omg it was just flat since mid of day today - the worst moves of a chart. KOLD was moving weird as well. Tried to scan other stocks but couldn't find opportunity in anything. Tried to hustle all day grinding and grinding. Eventually made back all the losses thanks to NG. BTW went small in NG.. thought to myself I should go bigger but didn't so don't give me too much bashing today. It was a stressful day. Can't believe I got it to positive before EOD.. I am so stressed out right now. And totally exhausted. Gosh... I could use a nap. I need a nap. I'm gonna nap.
BAC: +$40
NG: +$1,879
MRNA: -$1,871

wabu,

You using a multiple monitor setup ?

If so, how many monitors and you using a backup charting service ?

wrbtrader
 
okay guys thats some solid discussion about women. lets stop it now…

I was looking at sprt on friday. could not understand the chart so i didnt go in. and it is also not shortable in IB

I posted another one on Stoney's GBA, I got in BBIG at $4.80 options and common. Sold all out Friday between $1.80-$1.85(options) and common $6-mid $7s AH. It was at $10.5. They are Nitro Stocks and I don't disagree with your view their chaos stocks. Do hookers count when we are talking women? I know a lot about them and broken relationships. If you want to know "what not to do" I can help.
 
8/30 +$420
Balance: $47,752

man oh man I had to work all night. came in the morning and set my alarm to the market open times but just slept through it... i guess i was super tired. woke up at 10pm PST. Saw a good short opportunity at AMC but was couple seconds late of the entry I would be comfortable at so I didn't go in. Saw MRNA and thought it would bounce today after falling a little. Called the entry a little early so could not maximize my profit. Left 10 positions in just because I really feel like MRNA has a chance to go up sharply tomorrow and I didn't want to miss it, but at the same time it has a chance to open sharply down so just left a small position in to ride whatever happens. Shoulda made more money on NG but no joke my internet stopped working for like 30 mins and i couldn't see my charts. If i was following the chart movement I think I could have made an exit to make more profits instead of $51. I feel like NG will go down ALOT the month of SEPT but tomorrow it has a chance to bounce up before starting to go down so I didn't leave any positions in. But will be following NG closely as well.
 

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