The options in and of themselves are not the problem. What I say won't be popular. What's popular isn't right, and what's right isn't popular at times.
The mistake in this instance as in numerous others is the indiscriminate use of leverage. There is a clear lack of ability, and or discipline in proper position sizing to minmize risk while accomplishing objective.
Please don't anyone espouse to me that in order for Neke to accomplish his goals, it requires this abusive and excessive risk. It is attainable with much less risk per position, adding to winning trades, and most importantly some serious introspection.
Neke, I've followed these journals from day one. Whether you are willing to admit it, or are able to realize it, you are getting the results you want in your trading. For those of you that may disbelieve, a good starting point is to read if you havn't two interviews in Market Wizards and New market Wizards.The first with a rather silent legend, Ed Seykota, and second with William Eckhardt. If you happen to have read these, then reread them again, and again. There is a wealth of knowledge there, no pun intended.
Lastly, I'll pose these questions to anyone to answer: were you to be managing capital, and your last couple years were looking like this compared to your goals, defined objectives to meet those goals, and your benchmark, what would you do now objectively? Were you to have placed funds with a manager whose performance had declined to this level, while still being risk inclined instead of averse, what would be your best and most prudent course of action?
Have a nice weekend!