Give it to me.. i'll get you 1 drink and a sandwich and send you on your merry way through central park....
If you act now, within the next 30 minutes, I will even take you to Flashdancers here in NYC!!!
All kidding aside... My friend, you need a sound trading plan. In the institutional world, these guys aren't looking at a PnL meter all day. Yes, they know when they're in pain, but to obsess about a PnL all day long is:
a) the sure quick way to the poor house
b) turns you into a stressed out, crack addict
c) turns you sterile
Been there. Done that. Rinse, and repeat. Learned my lesson, THE HARD WAY. Don't do it. It's NOT WORTH IT.
You should be focusing on devloping a trading plan, figuring out you money management strategy and getting yourself emotionally prepared for the game. Once you master the tenets of trading and MM, the money will eventually come.
But, it's not going to just magically appear. No magic market fairy is going to wave a wand with magic dust and instantly you're a market wizard. Too many people have tried.. and failed.
Best of luck in your journey!
-c