Mr. Bear calls to remind us he's still out there.
SMACK!!! The S&P tanks for 3 straight days and my positions got puked out. A humbling reminder of Mr. Market's intention to figure out the best way for the most Traders to lose.
So, near the close today, I closed all three Mar/Feb 114 call spreads we had on at 81 cents.
The first one was entered on Jan 6 @ 1.00. After commissions, the total loss on this trade was $24.06 or 23%.
The next two were entered on Jan 13 @ 1.02. After commissions, the total loss on this trade was $52.16 or 25%
Ouch.
The account now stands as follows:
Cash: $258.32
Positions: $0
Total Value of Account: $258.32 (29.2% gain since inception).
While this is certainly a good hit, and a little bit more than I'm comfortable with, the big picture is still intact. My (hopelessly?) optimistic goal is to average 10% gains a month. If I can achieve that, then my goal of turning $200 into $2 million will be reached with a decade.
Friday's hit knocks this account a little behind the pace needed to achieve this goal, but not far. An account value of $293 on Jan 24 is the milestone to pass. We are now at $258. So, a little work to do, but certainly not insurmountable. Until this week, this account was trending up at a much higher clip. There will always be potholes along the way, but as long as the account performs as its supposed to in the favorable market environments when they exist - I should be able to maintain pace.
If I do succeed in my quest of achieving my $2 million goal, that will be great. Yes, certainly because of the money, but more importantly because of what I've learned along the way. It is times like this when the market lands a sharp body blow to my gut that I - any trader - learns the best lessons. The main point of this account is to learn lessons that I can translate into my broader trading operations (this isn't my only account).
So I will spend this weekend reviewing my trading journal for insight and will continue to stay positive and focus on the big picture. That is the only thing I can control.