So your arduous journey is hugely rewarding especially for the future if you can keep it like that, and someday sooner or later, I hope, you can basically make back all your loss (during the learning years) in a week or something like that, and after that money would be just rolling in readily after you mastering the feat; and that not only compensates you financially, but more meaningful is you would gain such confidence in life that you have tackled one of the hardest professions and you strive with all you have, your intelligence, your courage, your dedication and perseverance, to make you a winner. That is something beyond money and of immeasurable value.
Thank you so much for your kindness. There is a LOT of compensation for the past that needs to happen here. And like you suggested, it is about more than just money. There is a lot of time and other things that need to be compensated for. I am optimistic that I can build this into something great. ... but I still have a long way to go. Two months is nothing.