I put up my own cash and regardless of how much I had in the bank my whole thought process went out the window. I was taking out of my winning positions way to early, letting my losses runway to long, I was a god-damn train wreck...the discipline that I had built up over the past 2 years went out the window with my P&L. I realize that some of you may not agree with me but every trader has their own system and you have to go for what works best for you. I have to laugh at the fact that last year I got so many offers to go to other places....seems like a lifetime ago.
