I had a 121 put butterfly on and the stock took a dump and I got assigned the short puts early and what was supposed to be a loss capped at ~3% of my assets turned into a loss of about 30% of my assets. I'm pretty much a wreck right now. Any advice/tips etc. would be greatly appreciated right now.
I lost $18,000.00 holding a loosing position on TSLA overnight. That was almost 4 years ago. I felt the worst I have ever felt in my life. I got drunk and spent the entire night awake waiting for the market to open the next day. It was horrible and I became physically sick. Literally puking and crapping my guts out. At one point I thought I was dying. The morning came and I closed the position grateful I didn't loose more. After something like that happens you make a very serious promise to yourself to NEVER do that again. It's a painful lesson every trader has got to go through. There is no way you will completely understand or embrace the lesson of controlling risk unless you have felt that kind of out of control misery and pain. Looking back on it, I am grateful that it happened to me sooner in my career rather then later. Pain is a great mentor.
