try to not think about yourself,it affects your decision making when trading, not easy or an overnite thing, just start pushing against that ego,it;s a war you will eventually win, its a lifestyle change
seeing same with a wide nip below, market profile for smaller marks in cl, due to thinner markets ,are hit or miss, they are in all markets ,but more so in thinner, large moves(8 pts here) take large nips to find size buyers
http://s.ngm.com/2012/10/mesoamerican-reef/img/whale-shark-fish-school-yucatan-615.jpg
see the whale shark in this pic, we are everything else around it, in a reply to lukes comment